squirrel wrassling, kibbling & quibbling

i crawled into bed with a girl named darryl wearing a legwarmer on her head and anna, kinda twisted into each other like where does that leg lead to. WOOT! half nekit sweaty chicks, naw unfortunately nuffin happened, we're just the crackheads goin to bed @ 7am. woke up to shouting weirdos and car alarms in this wretched heat. i felt the need to walk, so i walked across the williamsberg bridge, lots of junk to think about.i stink like dirt, my feet are killin me. i have no appetite, i haven't for a week. gettin scrawny, a steady diet of nuts, berries & fruit any wonder i smell like dirt.watched squirrels wrassle in union square for a bit. picked up some money, still not hungry enough to eat, maybe i'll treat myself to harry potter, i enjoy movies much more when i'm alone i generally like being alone actually i obsses about it sometimes.i'm so uninspired, stagnant comes droning in like a three tined cataclysmic fuzz.my writing suffers, i'm not attuned to the antiquity of my subconscious, and infinities of speaking universe.can't cry, can't be angry, happy, sad, frusterated. fuck, am i useless and indifferent. name = ÆAH (but people annoyingly can't type Æ so Eeah is fine.)piercings = ears & took out my lebret for the 328 time height= 5 foot nothin.shoe size = 5 1/2-6siblings = a few.[LAST...]movie you watched = Headwigmovie you bought = Deadly China Hero or Brothers Quaysong you listened to = i dunnocd you bought = terrence fixmer cd you listened to = mine.person that's called you = psychically? i don't have a fone.[DO...]you have a crush on someone? = at any given moment no, but sometimes yes, it's a habit.you wish you could live somewhere else = i wish i could live in more than one place at once.you think about suicide = nope.you believe in online dating = i try everything more than i need to.others find you attractive = i guess?you want more piercings = yes orbits in the conch of my earsyou like roller coasters = yep.you write in cursive or print = print & kanji lookin print. depends on the subject[FOR OR AGAINST...]long distance relatiionship: they usually don't work out but i do them anyway.suicide = it's a choice we're capable of making but i don't favor it.people = only the evolution of.smoking = again choice.gay/lesbian relationships: in one respect it's great population control, and who better to work each others units.[HAVE YOU...]ever cried over a boy = noever cried over a girl = yesever lied to some = by accident.ever been in a fist fight = uh. only when i was a kid livin in da ghet'to[WHAT...]shampoo do you use = i don't.shoes do you wear = my cybercowgirl wannabe ugly bootsare you scared of = nothin. literaly.[NUMBER...]of times I have been in love? = lets just say i can't count them on both hands.of times I have had my heart broken? = everytime.of hearts I have broken? = i don't know.of times my name has appeared in the paper? = none.[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]pretty = no.funny = only to me.hot = no but kinda sweatyfriendly = when i feel like it.amusing = not the right word.loveable = i guess so. in that "can i put you in my pocket" or "can i take you home and put you on my shelf" annoying kinda way.caring = depends.sweet = sometimes.Cool = definately not.[FAVOURITE...]5 letter word: fuckrActor/actress = don't make me think that hard.Cartoon: invader zim. adult swim. æon flux. ak thats gonna be a long list.Cereal: a bowl of surreal.Chewing gum: the 35cent kindColor(s): Red, teal, silver, mauve. the in between colors.Color nail polish: metalic teal green or blackday of the week: mondayLeast fave day: sundayFlower: venus fly trap (is that flower?)Jelly flavour: scrawberry... i do not think you are ready for this jelly.Jewelery: black jelly braclets i never take off, my salvador dali lookin watch.Summer/Winter: winter.[FUCK this is too long. and dull. points if you scrolled this far][Person who last.. ]Slept in your bed: uhm...devonSaw you cry: dun rememberMade you cry: i'm sure a stoopit cuntYelled at you: samantha Sent you an email: leslie[Have you ever.. ]Said "I love you" and meant it? yes i only say it if i mean itKept a secret from everyone? yep. much of my exisitence here on earth is.Cried during a movie? a long time ago i think.Planned your week based on the TV? no.Been on stage? yes lots.Been to New York? live here.Been to California? third home.Wished you were another gender? yeah as a kid i wanted to be a boy but i've grown to liking my girlness now that i know how to work my parts.What time is it now? 11:14 pmthat was rather tedious. learn anything new?